You don’t have to believe in ghosts for the dead to haunt you.
You don’t have to be a murderer to be guilty.
Within six months of Pen Sheppard starting university, three of her new friends are dead. Only Pen knows the reason why.
College life had seemed like a wonderland of sex, drugs and maybe even love. The perfect place to run away from your past and reinvent yourself. But Pen never can run far enough and when friendships are betrayed, her secrets are revealed. The consequences are deadly.
‘This is about three deaths. Actually more, if you go back far enough. I say deaths, but perhaps all of them were murders. It’s a grey area. Murder, like beauty, is in the eye of the beholder. So let’s just call them deaths and say I was involved. This story could be told a hundred different ways.’
‘This is a novel of disquieting intimacy and controlled suspense, Aoife Clifford deftly tightening the screws until we share the narrator’s sense of emotional and physical confinement and the unremitting grip of the past.’ – Garry Disher, author of Bitter Wash Road
Here are my thoughts and 4 star review
This is quite an intriguing novel where I was not too sure of what to make of the young emotionally disturbed college girl Pen. Pen is the narrator and re-tells her life from her home town in the form of a journal that her psychiatrist has asked her to write. It is quite clear that a tragic event has happened, one in which people changed how they thought of her, and not in a good way.
Aoife Clifford has stamped her identity on the book world with this her first novel. She has an unusual style of writing where the main character is not particularly a person who can take to very easily. She gives a character that is flawed and self centred with a self preservation and play on power being her main agenda.
As a reader I trusted no character and was unsure what was the truth or lies. It kept me on my toes. I will be watching out for other works by this author.
I wish to thank Netgalley and Random House Publishing for the allowing me to read this book in exchange for an honest review.
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